Today was indeed a day I will never forget.

I barely slept last night. Watched my recorded TV shows. Cried. watched more TV. Cried. Attemped to take a nap. Cried. Got my ass out of bed and Courtney too and got out. Bank. Christmas Tree Shop, Kmart and Walmart to pick up my moms and my nieces birthday presents. Came home. Found something I wish I deleted and had a meltdown. Mom gave me some pill that loosened my nerves and made me sleep for hours. Dreams were hell. Woke up and cried. Cried. Carter and Karen come and bring me my favorite candy, Hersheys cookies n cream. Dared me to put on my forever lazy in public. Challenge Accepted. Went and got Jamal. Saw Olivia for a few. Went to tacobell. Came home. Ate. Showered. Carter and Karen come back. Attempt to make videos for facebook. Go to my sisters. Talked about nearby pedophiles because my brother in law has an app on his phone. Interesting conversations. Had game night. Played Cranium which took forever. Came home now which is about 3 AM. Everyone is asleep. I hope I can sleep soon.

I can’t change none of this. I just have to accept it and move on.

Easier said then done but no choice.

The end.