March 2012
6 posts
Anonymous asked: You can do it, beautiful <3
If you don’t need me then I can’t keep holding on.
Hoping and praying that you will regret this and come running back like you did before as much as I wish it would.
I can do this, I can do this, I can do this.
…..can I?
February 2012
121 posts
working out felt great today. taking that valium this morning helped a lot to get me through the day until about 2 o’clock. i started having serious anxiety and then seeing your name when you butt called me.
i want to talk to you.
lundibix asked: it gets easier.
I feel like a little bitch, I cried in the bathroom during 4th period today.
Surprised mom with birthday present at her work and went out to dinner for her birthday. Just took a pill to let off some of the edge.
Only a day at a time.
Anonymous asked: are you kidding me? you guys broke up!? you two gave me faith in relationships. what happened :/
Today was indeed a day I will never forget.
I barely slept last night. Watched my recorded TV shows. Cried. watched more TV. Cried. Attemped to take a nap. Cried. Got my ass out of bed and Courtney too and got out. Bank. Christmas Tree Shop, Kmart and Walmart to pick up my moms and my nieces birthday presents. Came home. Found something I wish I deleted and had a meltdown. Mom gave me some pill...
Mom gave me a pill earlier that knocked me out because I had another breakdown. I didn’t really sleep last night.
I feel trapped in my mind. I want all of these feelings to vanish.
I dreamt that I was on the phone with his mom, asking all of these questions.
when will this get easy
Get this shit
So EVERY SINGLE NIGHT this past week between 2 to 5 in the morning, I keep getting wrong numbers. I swear I think my phone number has been posted on some website, but that’s not it.
Some dude calls me FOUR TIMES THIS MORNING and the last call he was trying to hit on me and asked what I looked like.
I told him uh yeah I am going to go back to sleep now.
So I got around maybe...
Reblog if you live in North Carolina.
howtosay-goodbye:
Hate That I Love You - Rihanna...
I wish I could just throw up already, i’ve had this feeling all day that I’m going to puke and it just won’t come up.
I hope you’re happy with your decision. I hope you’re happy with all of the fucking hell you have put me through. I am tired of putting up a front from everyone except Courtney. She saw everything. Yeah you were like Heaven sent in the beginning and then over time, you just became more and more fucking mean to me. You may have neved laid a hand on me but sometimes the way you talked to...
what happened to chivalry?
now it’s just iknowthebitchwontleavemesoimgoingtodowhateverthefuckiwantery.
fuck today
I just watched this new TV show on MTV called It Gets Better which is a LBGT organization that has been around for awhile, BUT
I’m hooked, I really fucking love that show now.
Damn you MTV for getting me hooked into another show that I’m probably going to get looked down upon due to people thinking MTV is stupid.
Well guess what world, fuck you and your opinions. Until you’re...
